oh lawd*

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to everyone who’s ever sent me nicemessages encouragingmessages sweetmessages comfortmessages understandingmessages outofthebluemessages

THANK YOU YOU ARE WONDERFUL AND AMAZING AND HOW ARE YOU EVEN REAL AND THANK YOU AGAIN YOU GIVE ME THE COURAGE OF ONE TEN MILLION! ONE TEN MILLION!!!

i feel awful for not replying because i am shit with words (i say THANK YOU and YOU ARE AWESOME and ;_____;face over and over again and i mean it YOU ARE AND YES THANK YOU AND ;__________;!!!) and end up using the same words/expressions forever when in reality i have ALL THESE FEELINGS THAT I DON’T KNOW HOW TO VERBALIZE so i just kind of.. don’t. and instead i keep these messages in my inbox (because tumblr also gets rid of them once you answer them?? gross) and reread them all the time especially when i feel like OHGODEVERYTHING’SWRONG and.. idk. i guess it sounds silly to say because it’s .~*`the innernet`*~. but your words really do punch me very sweetly in the heart and i remember them and they do mean a lot and it makes me smile when i think about them and
i hope i haven’t offended any of you from my lack of replies. i keep meaning to but i feel like my reply can’t really do any justice to the way your messages made me feel? does that make sense?

i’m trying to build up the guts to reply to all of you properly AND I WILL so i guess
this is just the explanation in case you get a message from me half a year later saying thank you and wondering what the hell i am thanking you for,
i am probably thanking you for being just about the most kickasswonderfulpeople i have ever encountered ever.

♥HAATO,
the foreversappy awful un-ungrateful joijoijoijoijfoijeofiajoeijfaow;fjowef90uf093uf0wat